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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 17:31:40 GMT -5
Noelle stopped after a few feet, and turned a left to go into the woods. She knew where she was, she spent hours here last year. Following the dirt road, she eventually came up to what she was looking for. Engraved on one of the trees, was "JC + NT" she bit her lip, her fingers tracing over the letters. She leaned against the tree, and started crying all over again. She hadn't cried since her mother's death, not even for the abortion. Leave it to Jadon to cahnge that...
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 18:16:58 GMT -5
After sitting there trying to calm himself down for a couple minutes, Jadon stood up. His hand still sore. He dug around in his pocket a little bit when he touched the braclet Noelle had thrown back at him. The tears still stung his eyes slightly, but he refused to cry. Jadon had to at least preserve some self-respect.
As he drew out the braclet from his pocket and examined it, he couldn't help but feel so disconected from it. After all it had meant and represented to now just a nice peice of jewlrey, making him sick. Well since Noelle didn't want it, and he would feel like crap returning it, he needed to do something with it.
Trying to decide how best to dispose of the jewlrey wasn't hard, he would toss it into the lake. That way it could eventulay just wash away and sit on the bottom of some pit in the dark oceans depths never to be seen of again. Funny how things could so easily disapear that way.
Walking through the back way of the woods towards the lake, Jadon kept quite, thoughts of Noelle creeping into his mind. Maybe they should of worked it out some way, done something more... He tried to think of what he should of said when Noelle told him about the abortion, and he knew it was his fault, that he'd pushed her away. But then she was responsible too...
Arriving on the lake it was a surreal experience. As old summer memories flooded his mind, this was where Noelle and him had had there first kiss. It was last summer and Jadon had been practicing his 'speech' the entire day. But when he'd asked Noelle to meet him and he laid eyes on her that night he'd forgotten everything and just stood there staring at her when he mumbled out 'Will you go out with me?' and she'd accepted! It was probably one of the times he'd been most happy.
Standing there with braclet in hand and wonderful, tortuos memories in his mind Jadon was silent. Every noise around him was intensified, snapping of a twig, noise of a criket, hoot of an owl. Everything. He held the braclet out, where it could so easily be taken by the wind, or he could chuck it out into the lake, but something held him back from doing it.
Hope, a silly hope that you get as a child when you still believed you had the perfect family and everything would be okay. Hope that you could just take everything back and it would all work out in the end. But like so many other times reality set in, recoiling the bracelet he shoved it back in his pocket. He wasn't ready to just let go like that.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 18:34:31 GMT -5
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 18:44:36 GMT -5
[OKies- oh wow it is haha lol most couples songs are all romantic lovey dovey not these two:P]
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