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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 19:01:44 GMT -5
"Okay guys, now go over to the tables for snack..." Noelle said half-heartedly as she watched the six year olds race over to the tables. She let out a sigh, and sat down, leaning her back against the golf cart. She tilted her head back, looking at the sky. Ever since Jadon broke up with her and said all of those things, she had been miserable. She had barely spoken in the last few days. Biting her lip, she ran her hand through her hair, quickly tying it up into a ponytail.
She had on a pair of short, green shorts from Victoria's Secret, and a camp shirt on.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 19:33:36 GMT -5
Jadon slung the huge sack of camp balls over his shoulder. Ranging from basket-balls, footballs, and softballs. On his way down to the kids side of camp to give them something to do. He hadn't really had energy for a lot of things lately. He didn't have that same spark to his personality. His conversations with his friends were mostly dry and drabby. And whenever someone would ask what was up he wouldn't really say anything much other than 'Fine...' although things we're far from it.
After word got around of there break-up, Jadon noticed he was getting more and more looks from the girls around camp. It was the first time he'd really started to take notice of the looks he was receiving before. He'd always just thought of only Noelle and no one else, and it felt strange to be getting looks.
Making his way onto the rec field Jadon saw Noelle, looking rather sexy. He wanted to say something but was at a loss for words. He simply delivered the the balls to all the kids, offering a meager smile to them. "Alright you guys, try not to lose these ones alright?" he asked them all, trying to sound a bit upbeat. After all, kids we're kids and although they could act stupid, they we're able to tell when something was wrong. And he didn't want to bring there camp experience down.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 19:39:36 GMT -5
Noelle felt someone looking at her, and glanced up to see Jadon across the field. Just what she needed. Him to come call her even more of a sl.ut or a wh.ore. It was obvious that he thought that. Standing up, she walked over to the group of girl junior campers that were now happily eating, and sat down at their table with them. Instantly, one girl climbed onto Noelle's lap, and another scooted down the bench to sit next to her. It was a little annoying to most people, but Noelle didn't mind. She thought it was sweet, even.
"Noelle, can we use the hula-hoops?" One of them piped up, and she was about to shrug, but then thought better of it and nodded. "Yeah, they're right over there." She said, pointing to a pile of them.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 19:50:09 GMT -5
Jadon grabbed one of the nerf balls and tossed it to one of the kids. Untill there own little game began to form. However, Jadon didn't feel like he had quite the energy the bunch of 6 year olds did so he went out of the game. Hearing Noelle speaking a couple tables away was a hallow sound to him. It was still the same voice that he used to love to talk to for hours on end, but now it felt like an empty sell of what it used to be.
After a couple minutes of sitting, getting asked the occasional question, and overwhelming boredom, Jadon decided he had no real purpose left there. Giving a glance back at Noelle he got up from the table. He wanted to speak to her, but just couldn't.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 19:53:34 GMT -5
Eventually, all of the little girls ran off to play with the jump ropes and hula hoops. Noelle was sitting so her back was facing Jadon, and she was glad. She crossed her arms and rested them on the table, putting her face in them. What she knew for sure, she wasn't going to talk to him first. He'd probabaly just walk off like he had before, which had killed her.She turned her head slightly to look at him, then looked away quickly. It felt so weird not being able to run up and kiss him, which she would have if they were together.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 20:20:14 GMT -5
Jadon caught a small glimpse out of the corner of his eye of Noelle, certain she had tried to look at him. He cleared his throat a little, as her head turned back. She looked miserable and Jadon felt a little bad about that. Standing up he went over ot he balls and got a perfect idea. He grabed one a the soft squishy balls and walked over to one of the kids playing, crouching down to him he handed the ball over. "Hey you see that pretty girl over there on the bench?" he asked the kid. "Yeah, why?" he asked. "Well I'll give you $5 if you throw this ball over at her when I go sit down, deal?" he asked, the kid nodded excitedly as Jadon handed him the money and went and sat down with a smirk on his face. No, he wasn't trying to be mean, but he didn't want to talk to her, and thought she could use some cheering up.
Once he sat down he looked over at the kid and gave a little nod, and the kid wailed the ball as hard as he could, which wasn't that hard for a 6 year old, and hit Noelle in the back of the head. Jadon laughed.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 20:25:23 GMT -5
Noelle was about to get up and start cleaning the girl's snacks up, when something whammed her in the back of the head. "What the f-" She cut herself off, looking at the kids. She whirled her head around, and saw Jadon laughing. She felt a stinging pain and she turned around again, after glaring at him. What th ehell did he throw a freaking ball at her? Now she wasn't sad, she was just completely pissed off.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 20:29:06 GMT -5
Jadon looked at the kid who was now proudly putting his $5 into his pocket, then back at Noelle. She looked mad, very mad, obviously thinking it was him who had thrown the ball, and he knew better than to get in the way of a pissed of girl. "Aw c'mon take a joke." he mumbled, getting up to go back to his cabin.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 20:34:14 GMT -5
"A joke? That's not a f-... That's not a joke, Jadon!" She snapped, glaring at him. "What's so funny at throwing balls at me?" She asked, eyes cold and hard. She wasn't going to cry in front of or over him any more.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 21:02:01 GMT -5
Jadon rolled his eyes, "I didn't throw anything at you Noelle, it was one of the kids over there." he said glancing over, conveniently leaving out the fact that he paid him the money, but Noelle didn't know that. Jadon felt like saying something more, something clever and witty, but nothing came to mind. And honestly hearing her snapping at him just turned him of even more.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 21:07:37 GMT -5
Noelle bit her lip. She was about to yell at him for not watching them, but then she just sighed and went on with what she had started to do... Clean the table after the little kids ate. How could you be so mad at someone, but still miss them so badly?
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 21:28:22 GMT -5
Jadon watched with great effort as Noelle turned away and went off to clean up after the kids. He coulddn't quite describe how he was feeling. It was always hot and cold between him and Noelle. And as she didn't even bother to put up a fight Jadon felt like a total ass whole.
He walked over to Noelle and reached her arm so that she was facing him. "Look, Noelle, I just..." he started, trying to put together a sentence that made sense. "I'm sorry okay, not about the ball, well yeah that too, but I mean I'm sorry about, everything..." he said, knowing he should of said something more.
Letting go of her arm he darted his eyes down at his feet feeling suddenly uncomfortable. But Noelle knew how bad he was at actually saying what he felt, and the few words he'd managed to get out we're like a thousand is his own mind.
Jadon wanted to say much more, like how he loved her and wanted them to be together. But it still hurt him that she cheated, especially after they waited so long to ever have sex and she just went of with some guy. The only thing he found any small comfort in was the fact that it was just sex and no real realshionship. And after all, as long as Jadon could just move past it maybe they could as well?
Jadon opened his mouth to say something, however no words came at. Looking back up to Noelle with no real expression on his face, he put his hands into his pockets and shrugged his shoulders slightly.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 21:34:45 GMT -5
Noelle jerked her arm away as she felt someone grab onto it. Then instantly feeling bad if it was a kid, she turned around. But it was Jadon. She listened to him, glaring at him. "So that's it? Hmm, very heartfelt." She said, refusing to look at him. She was only being like this because she didn't want to get hurt again. And if pushing him away meant that, than that was what she would have to do. "Thanks a ton, that meant alot to me." She said sarcastically, turning around. Don't cry... Don't cry...
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 20, 2007 21:44:26 GMT -5
Jadon felt a bit depressed that she'd rejected him like that. He didn't know what to say really. "Uh, your welcome...?" he said, slightly confused by his own words. Walking past her he scratched the back of his head a little. "Wait what?" he said whirling around. "Correct me if I'm wrong here, but wasn't it you that slept around with who ever?" he asked, thankful that none of the kids we're around. He kind of made a weird sound, that resembled a laugh. "What is your problem Noelle? One minute you're sobbing in tears begging for forgiveness, and the next you don't give a damn? If this is how it's going to be tell me now so I don't waste my time!" he said, on the verge of yelling again, but keeping his voice calm.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 20, 2007 21:49:16 GMT -5
She glared at him as he said the thing about her sleeping with Ryan. "Yes, but isn't it you who broke up with me?" She retorted. "Because believe it or not, I hate crying, and you make me cry! I haven't cried since my mom died, until now! Don't you get it, Jadon? I love you!"
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