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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 13, 2007 10:47:04 GMT -5
Jadon laughed, "You seriously just read my mind, before I even thought about it. You have many strange talents Noelle Taylors." Jadon laughed, kissing her cheek again. He heard the sound of the counciler behind them, making a very loud clear throat clearing noise. One Jadon didn't particularly care to have to hear.
"Right right, no kissing got it." he said, before she could get a word in. He laughed looking back at her, her face was clearly confussed as to a reply. Jadon reminded himself that at the end of summer he'd have to at least write an apolidgy note for the years of torture he'd unleashed on the councilers.
He focused his attention back on Noelle, brushing some of the hair out of her face with his hand, looking in her eyes. "You are to most gorgeous girl out here. And that's with being on the bus for 5 hours, only you could pull that off." he said truthfully, smiling at her.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 15, 2007 18:01:03 GMT -5
She laughed as he spoke, leaning against him gently as he kissed her cheek. Noelle grinned as the counselor tried to make them stop. It was rather amusing, really. She giggled as he talked to her. She ran her hand through her hair, dropping it as he pushed the hair from her face.
As he spoke, she blushed softly. "Aw..." She trailed off, grinning. She gave him a kiss on his lips, noting that the counselor had turned.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 15, 2007 19:22:20 GMT -5
Jadon had a grin on his face as Noelle kissed him. "Thanks..." he said with a little laugh. He took his hand out of hers and slowly stood up, giving a little stretch as he went. He had gotten a fair good amount of sleep the previous night. As well as about a 2 hour nap on the drive over, but he was still tired.
Letting out a long yawn he glanced around the camp. Seeing all his old hangouts made him laugh a bit. He remembered his first time there when he was a little kid. He went over to the swimming pull trying to show off to the pretty older life guard. So he climbed to the highest diving board and did a huge canon ball. When he emerged he saw his shorts floating a couple feet away from him.
Shaking his head a little he looked back at Noelle, "So what did you want to do now?" he asked.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 15, 2007 19:40:54 GMT -5
"I'm up for anything, as long as it doesn't involve the woods." Noelle said, standing up. She stood up, looked at Jadon. She still had to tell him... about the accident. She knew she should have told him when it happened, but she couldn't. After prom, they got a hotel room, and well... She ended up pregnant somehow. She freaked out, and if it wasn't for Harper, she would have probabaly ran away or something. Harper managed to calm her down, and give her more options.
So right before she came to camp, she got an abortion, and was still sad and depressed about it.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 15, 2007 21:00:11 GMT -5
Jadon laughed at Noelle slightly, he loved how she hated the woods ever since getting lost in them. "Alright, we can avoid the woods... for now." he said smirking, looking around the camp. He saw a nice, decent sized little path way. Not very many people over there either, about 3 or 4.
"How about over there?" he asked, looking over in the direction of the path. It seemed like pictue perfect, with big huge trees offering a bunch of shade, and picnic tables spread out all over. A freshly cut grass lining the way as well.
His gave fell back on Noelle, who seemed lost in thought. "Is something wrong babe?" he asked, looking down at her, trying to muster up a small little smile, although he got a bit concerned whenever she got like this. It had seemed this way for some time now.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 15, 2007 21:11:14 GMT -5
She nodded when he suggested the path. When he asked if she was okay, she hesitated. "We have to talk for a second..." She said, grabbing his hand and pulling him towards the path, far away from anyone else. "Promise you won't be mad at me?" Noelle asked, wrapping her arms around her stomach out of a nervous habit. It was hard for her to speak, she felt so afraid he would hate her for what she did... Or hate her for waiting three months to tell him.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 15, 2007 21:17:48 GMT -5
Jadon was immediately alarmed when Noelle made him promise not to be mad. All sorts of thoughts ran through his mind of what she could possibly want to talk about. He hesitated a little at first but reached for his hand, after all he trusted her, and didn't want to freak her out with his uncertainty.
"Well I don't know, I can't promise I won't get mad..." Jadon answered truthfully. "But just what's wrong hun?" he asked, giving her hand a little re assuring squeeze to get her to continue talking. He wished she would hurry up though because in the time that it had took for him to walk over at least 50 different possibilities sprang into his mind.
He was always like that, think the worst. Mostly because he'd learned to deal with the worst. He felt like saying something more, but knew Noelle was about to speak and didn't want to cut her off or anything. He gave her a measly little smile, as he stroked her hand with his thumb...
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 15, 2007 21:25:22 GMT -5
At the moment, Noelle was trying not to break down into tears. It had been a very emotional start of summer for her, with the baby crap and everything. "Okay..." She tried to start, making sure no one was in hearing distance. "The night after prom... we sort of had an accident." She said, looking at the ground, the picnic tables, anything but him. She felt so guilty.
All this time she had felt like it was her fault, and stuff like that. It had been hard for her, having no mother, too.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 15, 2007 21:34:16 GMT -5
Jadon gave her a puzzled look. He knew that after prom it was their first actual night together. He tried to think of something he had done wrong, but nothing came to him. Until it dawned on him, his eyes grew suddenly wide, and his face went pale. As if he had seen a ghost, he just stood there for a little bit in silence.
Finally manging to get at least a few of his thoughts together he asked what had been on his mind, "Are you, you know?" he asked. It wasn't like it would of been such a terrible thing if she was actually pregnant, he just wasn't sure how he would handle it. If he was ready to be a father even, he highly doubted it. He was 18 and, yes he loved Noelle, but did he want to have kids with her? He couldn't even begin to think about it.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 15, 2007 21:41:50 GMT -5
She winced slightly as his face went pale. "No! I was. Harper made me get an abortion." She didn't make her, but told her that was what she should do, and Noelle aggreed. She glanced at Jadon, a single tear running down her face. It was hard for her to talk about the abortion, since she really hadn't wanted to kill the baby...
That made her feel really horrible for the longest time.
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Post by Jadon Calloway on Aug 15, 2007 22:45:15 GMT -5
Jadon's head felt like it weighed a million pounds. He ripped his hand from Noelle and put it to his head in a sudden on coming headache, trying to think everything out. He couldn't believe what Noelle had just told him, he always thought abortion was just, un natural. And the fact that she had told Harper and not him first, then waited all this time to tell him got him even more upset.
"So what, why now decide to tell me, was it just some joke to you?" he said practically yelling. He could see Noelle was crying, but really had no sympathy for her. She lied to him after all, and he hated lying. "I can't believe this Noelle, what we're you thinking?" he asked, his voice a little choked up.
He turned and walked away, then turned back as more and more arguments popped into his head, but he held them down, he didn't want to make the situation any worse. All that he could think was 'She killed my child' over and over. And to be honest, he wasn't quite sure how to deal with that.
Sure, Jadon loved Noelle, but why? He couldn't really love someone that would betray him so badly, maybe if she had just talked to him about it first in stead of waiting so long after wards he wouldn't of been so upset, but she didn't. Not even a warning was given to him.
He glanced back at Noelle who seemed pretty upset, and just wanted to go over and hold her, and hug her and make time rewind. But he couldn't now, not after what she just told him. 'Abortion' rang through his mind, sure he wasn't ready to be a father, but an abortion? He couldn't wrap his mind around the thought.
Jadon walked back to where the group was huddled, he got a couple looks from people but didn't care, he was still to angry, although his face said otherwise. "I need a drink..." he mumbled. His promise to Noelle didn't mean anything to him at that point and all he wanted was to get wasted and forget about it.
Jadon knew it was wrong of him to just walk of on Noelle, but then she was wrong to, right? He really didn't know. He took his bag and walked around and threw it down and took a seat, wanting to just go back home. Camp was obviously going to not be as much fun now.
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Post by noelle ♥ talyors on Aug 16, 2007 12:22:34 GMT -5
Noelle's throat felt all choked up as he tore his hand from hers. As he shouted at her, she flinched, teeth biting her lower lip- hard. "A joke? You have no idea how awful I felt when I had to get that done, Jadon!" Noelle shouted after him, breaking into tears. "I was thinking that I didn't want to be a teenage mother! And if that's how you feel... then we can't be together. You have no e.ffing clue how terrible I felt all summer long!" Noelle shot back, turning and walking away from him.
She ran her hand through her hair, trying to calm herself down, but she couldn't. She had felt terrible when she got the aborition, but what was she supposed to do?
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